Hell is others.
Psychological pressure, stress and distress are inflicted upon one another, de-liberately.
Where the filthy tongue does not respect the other and push the boundary of verbal abuse with constant and relentless nagging, swearing, lying.
From the put-down to the ever so obvious flattery where does the disrespect stop?
You will often hear me say: 'I don't argue with myself.'
And by that I mean deeply that I don't need/ seek anyone to make me happy.
I stand on my own, free from the familial prison that I absolutely do not wish to recreate, where the well meaning geoliers have no clue themselves of their own paths and throw abusive stance at you to mould you as they wish, disrespectful of your own wishes. For they know best, they had the great experience of their own failures...Failure is human, sorry, it can not be prevented. You can only learn from it if you experience it and bounce back from it.
I stand on my own, free from marital/couple bond that I absolutely do not wish for myself. A bond, any form of commitment, I stay away from:
the day I will know I can keep a commitment to my own self then may be I will be reliable enough and fit to commit to another. Out of respect I keep myself for myself!
How happy I am I cannot explain or start to express! It is almost like being capable of breathing.
Free to breath my own air and space. Someone is like a proper noose around my neck chucking me to death little by little. Sorry I don't hang around!
I stand and ride on my own, free from social engagement which I do not seek, free from friends which I do not keep ( where is the human that will abstain judging others by their own standards?).
I am my own judge, dictate my own laws, follow my own principles, listen to my own heart.
Human with flaws I am.
Preferring my own society above all, I do.
I am committed to follow my own path.
Fulfilling my own self along the way and yes, exceedingly happy I am.
